Heavy

I felt so heavy recently...
I carry it with my whole effort...
And I feel that I'm so suffer to carry that...
But I don't feel like wanna put it down...
I lack of motivation,
I lack of energy...
Day by day,I'm getting tired and tired...
I've think a lot of things these few days...
I still can't get any solution yet !
Should I put it down?
Or just carry on?
I wonder...
Does it worth?
Honestly,I don't think so...
But someone did told me,
Just let it be and just let it be natural...
Don't think whether it worth or not,
Well,maybe it's true...
Just carry on and see what to do next....